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Friday 27 April 2012

Insomnia =='

salam =) hey peeps !
its about 7.15 am =D
morning, morning and morning !
it's still early in the morning right now..
not still but ALMOST now !!

i can't get myself to sleep yet!
even i feel so so so~ sleepy right now..
oh! how envious i am right now to see all of my roomates 
fell asleep just like that and go through with their dreams =(
i wish i could do that too..
but with my emotion and all the probs that have been
put on my head, its just like UUURGGHHH!!

its burden me!
i feel like i just wanna scream and say
HEY somebody, please help me!!
but, just forget it..
so, did i just get INSOMNIA??

i just guess no! its only about one night only right??
but, it is called insomnia too??!!
hurmmm....wondering~
blablabla..i don't know what to do now...
okay, my head has spin around now~

i guess i should stop here..
till then, see ya!





Saturday 21 April 2012

Its all about Final Examination =)

assalamualaikum =)
hey peeps...
nice morning here at Muadzam Shah XD
hoho..almost 5.15 a.m now..
but i still can't sleep =='
okay, just move on to the topic up there =)

FINAL !!!
waaa~ its only about two days to go
before i sit for my first paper..
fuhhh~ seriously ! 
i can't get myself hold back and study !
wuaarggghhh~! 

my first paper is Computer Organisation =)
say hye to CO (^_____^)
okay, this is the subject that i really2 think
it would kill my result !
urghh! stress! i've tried to understand it,
but lastly, i can't control myself and hold to my
pillow tight after that.. ZZZZZZZZ~
hohoho... thats the real me.. hehe..

then, for the second paper,
i'll sit for Fundamentals of Operating System..
i've used to called it OS ( shortform is better ^__^ )
OS is a subject that maybe could help 
my result looks better, I guess! hehe..

It follows by Discrete Mathematics =)
I think I don't have many probs
with this subject..
it just here and there that I should improve
to make my result looks nice XD hahaha..
for the last one!
the MOST important paper for me
since i'm in Programming course =)
definitely i should sit for 
Fundamentals of Programming =='
this subject will be the second subject
that will make my result getting worse after CO
I think!

Dear ALLAH, please help me..
give me some strength to work on my Final ='(
to all my PAPERS =)
im begging to all of you.. =(
please be kind to me dear =) 
really really begging for it ! hehe

till then, see ya ! ;)





Friday 20 April 2012

SORRY :'(


I’m sorry,
I’m sorry for all the times I’ve cried
I’m sorry I was never enough
I’m sorry I just wasn’t tough
Sorry I couldn’t make you smile
Sorry I didn’t make you stay a while
I’m sorry I tore you apart
I’m sorry we can’t get along
I’m sorry, I cry to every song
I’m sorry I hide when you come around
Sorry I hang my head, eyes always on the ground
Sorry we couldn’t make it
Sorry I just couldn’t take it
Sorry you couldn’t see past my looks
I’m sorry for every part of me you took
I’m sorry I let you in at all,
I’m sorry I pushed you away
I’m sorry we will never again meet
I’m sorry this as far as we will see,
I’m sorry we just weren’t meant to be
And I’m sorry you feel you never hurt me
What I’m sorry for most of all,
Is how I’m just say sorry.

Sunday 15 April 2012

salam readers..
updating my blog with full of frustration..
this entry is for someone out there :')
i'm just getting tired with what i'm doing now...

i just keep doing the same mistake again and again ..
but i just want to be myself..
don't want to pretend like i'm a perfect person just
to satisfy others..
that's hypocrite!

it's so hard to make others accept us in what we are..
nobody's perfect in this world dear..
i'm just begging to you, please accept me in the way i are..
you make my life complete, seriously! =)
never feel like this before..i'm so sorry for hurting you that much..


i really really really hope that you will accept all my weakness..
cause i'm trying to accept your weakness too =)
it's quite hard for me but at least i'm tried..





Saturday 14 April 2012

TRUST, please??

salam readers =)
not in mood now ==''
just getting myself cool back..
MAXIS's coverage !! perghhh ~~
mencabar keimanan ..
tengah2 krisis pulak tu kan ..
memang best la =)
how come problem nak settle kalau tak boleh nak contact right ??
ok, stop there..

berbalik pada tajuk asal ..
TRUST atau percaya..
batu asas dalam setiap relationship..
tak kira la pape relation pon, family, lovers, friendship and what so ever
kepercayaan antara satu sama lain tu sangat lah penting okay??!
kalau tak percaya satu sama lain cane la 
relationship tu nak kukuh kan?
tapi jangan la buta2 percaya bulat2 apa yang orang lain kata..
takan la dya kata sanggup redah lautan api bagai
hampa nak caye jugak kot..
hello?? ada kea laut yang berapi ?? neraka ada la =P
kalau ada, nak tgok cket ~
hehe..im just kidding (^_^)v

memang susah nak letakkan kepercayaan kat seseorang..
BUT, just try for it ;)
curiga or syak wasangka tu pon perlu jugak..
kalau asyik caye jea lama2 nanti boleh kena tipu =)
dipijak-pijaknya kepala kita nanti, padan muka !
so, just be carefull with it guys..

mutiara kata :  hidup ni ibarat permainan bolasepak,ada masanya kita akan jadi penonton,
ada masanya kita bertukar jadi pemain,ada masanya bertukar pula menjadi pengadil,ada masanya
menjadi penjaga garisan dan penjaga masa. =)




Friday 13 April 2012

Penasihat Akademik (^_^)

selamat PAGI !!
(even dah tengah hari) hehe
topik hari ni PA !
since masok poli ni, mira and all classmates dapat 
PUAN ROSUZAINI sebagai PA kitorang till sem 6 nanti =)

ni la MAMA kitorang (with her son)

ok, sambung cite..sem lepas kitorang tak rapat sangat
dgn dya maybe sebab dya tak ngajar class kitorang (yang sangat bermasalah ni ==')..
time tu tgok class2 laen just getting closer with PA masing2..
memang rasa diANAK TIRIkan lah !

masok sem 2, our expectation just like last sem..
memang tak harap nak rapat dengan dya..
tup tup , amek kau ! dya ngajar kitorang PROGRAMMING =)
hoho ... marvellous !
then, last weekends, dya ajak kitorang g rumah dya..
sambut bufday anak comel dya (ZHARIF RIZQIN)
classmate mira kata
" WOW ! rasa disayangi~ " haha ..
antara coretan kenangan kitorang at that event :

 it takes about 10 minutes to reach her house






such a happening event dengan telatah DIP2 SEC1.. (AWESOME !)
p/s : thanx to APAI (leader of the class) sebab jadi photographer XD

mutiara kata : A day will never be anymore than what you make of it (^_^)





JUST AROUND THE CORNER

salam readers =D
almost 2 months mira tak update blog ni.
rindu =)
bosan bosan macam ni teringin pulak nak membebel kat sini.
toink toink (@_@)
ok,berbalik pada tajuk asal.
2 minggu lagi mira dah nak amek FINAL exam untuk sem ni =.='
haish~ cepat betol masa berlalu.
maen jea banyak XD
tapi belajar tu wajib ;)
tgok ni
haaa ... rajen kan ?? haha(propa jea tu)

ok, target untuk sem ni punya pointer still sama macam sem lepas.
sebab utama : tanak bayar PTPTN !
hahaha !

by the way ~
mom , dad , i miss both of you so so much ! =(
can't wait to go back home..
miss my siblings too ..
please pray for my success here =)
wanna make you guys proud of me.
one day, INSYA-ALLAH~

mutiara kata : Kecantikan yang abadi terletak pada keelokkan adab dan ketinggian ilmu seseorang, bukan terletak pada wajah dan pakaiannya =)